I trust.

I forgot to write about Sunday. Sunday morning I went back to friends community church of God...where my friends are worship pastors. It was a really great service on trusting God and it touched on everything from someone trusting and having faith in God to trusting God in every aspect of your life...and while I feel as though I did pretty good about how I trusted God with providing a job and money, I don't do quit that well trusting God with my husband.

I think about settling constantly. ..when I know that God has instilled in me convictions for different things. Convictions that most people do not share and while I do not think I am better than anyone, I have been scared I will never meet anyone who shares those convictions or would be okay with me living out the convictions I have developed.

But I laid it down Sunday in a beautifully broken way I put my trust in God. If he has called me will he not equip me? And that includes a father for all the children I want to foster, adopt, and love.

So I trust. 100% and in every aspect. I trust.